I apologize for not posting yesterday, but I had a difficult time with the cleanse versus my mind. I was starving all day and night, and I was worried that I wasn’t getting enough calories. I did some research online trying to find the caloric content of a juice cleanse similar to mine or even mine in particular, but instead I found countless articles from fitness and health magazines and forums regarding a juice cleanse as ” the most accepted form of anorexia today”. Essentially, they all insisted that the cleanse only allotted a very small amount of calories per day and instead of losing weight, you would likely gain due to a slowing of your metabolism from the starvation. After confiding in my dad (he’s sort of my coach at this point), he said that 5 days or even 10 wouldn’t likely affect your metabolism and that it should be okay. He did, however, suggest that if I have extreme hunger pangs from a lack of calories that I should eat some protein or something clean to fill the void (if I’m worried about my well being).
Some sites online also had a list of things to avoid, that I found hysterical (here’s a small example):
- Don’t watch television (only watch DVDs and netflix)
- Don’t tell any of your friends (they will discourage you)
- Don’t leave your house for long periods of time, or at all if you can
- Think of yourself skinny
- BE A FREAKING SLAVE TO YOUR HOUSE AND BE OBSESSED!
While I feel the hunger pangs are definitely a sign of starvation, I can tell that the mental part of it all is definitely spurred by TV…commercials. I was actually watching a documentary called Killer Large a few nights ago (which I did not like, but found interesting in some parts) and they stressed how strong our eating patterns are affected by relentless, directed advertising from a young age. For example, when George Bush launched a health movement…he used characters from popular companies like Pixar, McDonalds, Coke and so on to stress working out and playing rather than eating healthy. When pushes were made to promote healthy eating at home, their plans were interfered with as their monetary support was pulled. I just have one word…lobbying. And the rant is over and I won’t elaborate. It’s just frustrating. So in other words, I really wanted to eat out and eat a lot of commercial things because of commercials.
It was the same exact list you’ll find for anorexia support forums and it was sickening. I don’t think that all of those things are necessary, because they do not help you tackle your will power or food addiction. Instead, I think this list is for people who are doing a cleanse simply to drop a drastic amount of weight then go back to their terrible eating habits. So when I felt weak, I took some ingredients from my list that I could eat within a juice…a sweet potato and some spinach and decided to bend the rules a little bit for my sanity and the continuation of the cleanse. Staying within the guidelines, I heated up the sweet potato and ate it that way. Later yesterday evening, I also sautéed up the spinach just enough to wilt it using water. The comfort of warm food (especially since it is cold here) really helped me get over the mental hump and I could continue on with the cleanse. I was afraid to post this, because I felt weak, but my dad encouraged me to be real and let people know that what they feel or will feel on the cleanse are common and can be tackled without complete failure. There is this strong urge to say “screw it” and go get a cheeseburger, but this makes the cleanse not only obsolete but an actual step backwards in a movement to a healthy lifestyle. It’s not worth it. I promise.
In order to make this cleanse valuable to my own needs pertaining my future goals, I am aiming for a 5 day cleanse. I am shortening it, simply because I do not think I am getting enough calories and transitioning to a clean (possibly paleo, soon) lifestyle would be much more effective before I fail and fall victim to the fast food influences, because I feel starved. I like to think I am not failing myself, but instead making an educated decision based on what my body is telling me to move forward before I DO ultimately fail. I still think that a 5 day cleanse is an accomplishment, and I still plan to continue to incorporate juices into my regular diet. I want everyone who reads this to take from it that completing a cleanse is an accomplishment of will power regardless the duration. If you want to continue to cleanse and increase the amount of days you complete, that is perfectly healthy and reasonable. Ultimately…listen to YOUR body. It is always the best judge of what you truly need to do.
I hope to continue to blog my fitness, diet, and overall health journey as I continue to tackle future goals and imminent downfalls.